I’ve just had an epiphany! I was doing my usual morning routine – cup of tea in bed while I tune in to my choices. I keep a beautiful little book for notes of what my intuition has told me so I have pages of what my vision looks like, my current reality and the bridges, those ‘obvious courses of action’. Something puzzled me though. Why wasn’t I getting clarity on what my heart really wants to do?

In this magic modality we access our intuition through symbols and then ‘make it up’. This is the most enjoyable way, and most accurate, that I’ve come across and I could spend all my time intuiting rather than following the action….but anyway….

I looked back at the symbolism which has come through over the last couple of weeks and realised that when my intuition said I needed to follow my passion that this is my passion. I didn’t need any other information on what ‘it’ is because this is it! My passion has been for as long as I can remember to discover and master our innate magical ability only I’ve been too scared to jump off that high diving board and commit. And here I was again pretending to myself I didn’t know what game I want to play. Haha!

I also have a sneaky suspicion that I wanted someone else’s permission to follow this risky path. I say risky because it’s such an unknown. When I look back and see what my usual strategy is along an apparently ‘known’ path the end results have been great learnings but not the end result I’ve wanted….so what now?

I can choose to give myself permission to jump off the high diving board and commit to discovering and mastering my own innate magical ability….or live the way I’ve always done? The way I’ve always done has been fantastic but has progressively been limited by my fear and dogged by a stubborn persistent feeling of frustration that I haven’t had the guts to live magically. I’ve almost lived magically, if you know what I mean. I’ve done some pretty cool things over the last few years but they haven’t been the real thing. The magic is that they have led me here to this point. This pivotal point of choice.

So, what shall I choose?