I’m in my second year of deep intuitive training with Darren Eden and half way through the ‘Leadership Training’ where he ups the ante considerably. My understanding of how the world works has previously come more from reading and listening to other people and getting a sense of what rings true for me. However over the last couple of months I’ve begun to get a much more profound understanding and want to share some of it here…….

First of all I want to share a ‘gig’ I did on Sunday. Over the last fourteen years or so I’ve created an income by working as a ‘fortune teller’ at events like corporate parties, product launches and a few private parties. It’s not been something I really love as its usually in very loud conditions and I have to do readings as if the guests are on a conveyor belt - very rapid, and I find it exhausting. Over the last couple of years I’ve had very few bookings but a last minute one came in for last Sunday. 2pm - 6pm on a beautiful Thames Cruiser for 100 Nigerians at a graduation party for triplets! I particularly enjoy events where the guests are late teens and early twenties - they are often more open to read and I find I meet many who are exceptional individuals. This event was no exception….but what was the exception was for me to tune in intuitively beforehand. My intuition told me to have them sit next to me rather than on the other side of the table and also to prepare the space by being in my golden circle embracing my wound……

The wound is that deepest part within us where we originally felt the separation from our mother, our divinity, our home, whatever you choose to call it. This is where we recoil from as it is too painful usually to even consider embracing. However, embracing it is part of this journey.

The result was a level of connection beyond what I normally get. I’ve experienced this before and now I know what I can do to create it intentionally!

Instead of focusing on the story the tarot cards told me I allowed them to simply have my focus and then I ‘made it up’ - this opened me more deeply to intuitive symbols, which in turn connected me to that divine space of ‘knowing’ the person I was chatting with. One young man was clearly torn between the business path set by his parents and the path his heart yearned to travel. He was just finishing his Masters in Business and knew exactly what I meant when I said how much he wanted to be involved in humanitarian causes. When he asked me if he could combine the two I worked with him to support him making decisions and choices from his greatness and not his identity.

Another young woman was taken aback when I asked her if she was a Libra. She said she didn’t believe in astrology. I explained that I’d come to this conclusion because I had a symbol of her weighing things up like the scales of justice as if she was in a law court. She was just finishing her law degree so that blew her away.

Anyway, back to the original intention of this blog.

Yesterday I tuned in to my choice ‘I love and choose to receive my shamanic journeys in deep nature’. What became obvious to me was that my shamanic journeys, when I embrace my wound, allow me to access ancient wisdom like that of the pyramid and the intelligence which created that, and in fact the intelligence which created geometry and beyond. I got such clarity about how we are all connected by a web of life. In fact I could see how our internet is a facsimile of this web of life. I know that I am not ‘gifted’ any more than anyone else and we can all access this intelligence because we are all connected to it anyway.

What also became fascinatingly clear is what happens when I resist my wound. I become an eating, surviving mechanism with tunnel vision and no awareness of my connection to anything, let alone everything. I just eat and survive, rushing through life one way or another, blinkered to the magnificence of life and my own greatness. I also saw this as the human condition. I really saw the pointlessness of operating from this space as I achieve nothing and leave behind my residue of fear like a nasty slimy path. What I resist persists!

This morning I chose to tune in to ‘I love and choose to receive my exploration of alternate realities’. Once again I got this great recognition that when I embrace my wound I really go for what I love with a clear focus, and I saw myself playing in innocence through the fabric between dimensions. It was a bit like the Subtle Knife but playful and innocent.

But it was in the resisting the wound in this choice where I saw how effectively I make this reality solidly unchangeable around me. When resisting the wound I lock myself in to this dimension, this reality, this limited world view and there seems no way out…..except through the wound. When I choose to resist then nothing much happens but more of what I already have - in the identity sense.

How expertly we have created our identity and then through such pain of our wound ensured we’d entrap
ourselves in it, not even able to fight our way out of this imaginary paper bag of reality! My understanding of how our wound is our way home has deepened immensely. This is our path to our greatness, our divinity, our magical selves. Welcome home.

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